Artwork, Musings & Dreams

Yep, indeedy. Basically that's Gamma Ray being drunk, and I like it, so I posted it. I should be drunk, but that involves getting up, and I need to go take cold medicine so I can breathe. Meh.

This week basically sucked. I worked very hard to get things ready for my critiques, only to feel absolutely horrible at the end of each critique. Advanced Digital wasn't so bad, but the midterm departmental one was HORRIBLE. I don't think I've ever felt that embarrassed or shamed, and I didn't even do anything wrong. *sigh* Oh well. It's over now and life will go on whether other jackasses like it or not.

I got my cheapy little Holga in the mail today. I'm ready to go shoot but I don't have any 120 film so I'll be looking into that in the next couple days, if I have time to breathe. Right now I'm not very sure. Peh.

One of my friends in Germany is working at a place that needs people... I'm so tempted to say screw KCAI and move after spring semester is over. That would be amazing, but the money part would SUCK. I mean, it's going to suck anyway, but leaving earlier than I planned would be rough. Mom wants me to do some kind of teaching for America thing where they forgive all your student loans. Oh sure, just keep putting off leaving this craphole for a few more years. Yep, that makes me feel warm and effing fuzzy inside. God I hate it here. It's boring, the people are for the most part dillholes, and I want to be able to go to good shows and of course see the Rayz on a regular basis. *sigh*

It's late now, I better go to bed.