Artwork, Musings & Dreams

So yeah, for the last two nights, I've been waking up at the butt crack of dawn. I'm not sure why but it really sucks. I know it's at least partly from anxiety and stress, but what else is new?

I have officially left KCAI for good, and will be taking classes at UMKC in their art department, and hopefully getting grad credit for them. It's a long time coming and I'm relieved. I got good feedback on my ideas that are still in development, which makes me happy. Plus, I don't have to make up some more garbage for a bachelor's degree, I can just use my big project as my masters' thesis... it's going to be a lot of work.

It's nice that it's so quiet right now. No one is up making noise, it's still dark, and my brain can spin its wheels and not cause any problems.

Unfortunately, in about an hour I have to be at work for a stupid meeting about things that have no bearing on my personal experience there. I guess I am going, even though I don't plan on looking nice or being attentive, and I better get a free Dr. Pepper or someone gets hurt.

There is so much to think about now. My photography myspace has launched, and that's nice. Hopefully some people will contact me about photos. I'm not too worried, because I still have things I need to edit, but it would be nice to at least have some supplemental income, even if it's not fancy work... not like fancy work is that great anyway.

Here's the link, if anyone sees this: http://www.myspace.com/509219671

But yeah, I dunno. At least there's a semi-new beginning coming. Maybe it's already starting, I don't really know and I don't know how I will tell...