Artwork, Musings & Dreams

I'm taking a class in photography right now that is for sophomores, basically a make up since I missed it since I was wasting time and money in painting last fall.

I think I'm wasting even more time and money on this class, it is killing me, and I think I just broke a camera. I'm not sure yet and I have to wait until tomorrow to figure it out but I'm at a point where I'm not sure I can deal with this for another 8 weeks. All I seem to do is screw things up. I work hard, I come up with ideas, and the minute I take a picture, all that work goes down the tubes. Then you wonder why I like digital photography.

I'm sick of this garbage, I'm sick of having to wait a retardedly long time for anything I do shoot to get developed, and then when I get stuf back, it's maybe 2 sheets out of the six I shot. That is pathetic and I really feel stupid and basically an imbecile for even attempting to do anything about this. I'm not sure what to do and I'm confused and angry I even signed up for this class.

*some nachos later*

I talked to Capn some, and she reminded me I'll live, and that she's had a craptastical week too... I think everyone has... Barb's hamster, Waffles, died earlier while I was in messing up the camera. Jeesh. For some reasonn there's something amazingly comforting about a bowl of ground beef, cheese sauce and Mexican rice that really does the trick. I'm sure I'll pay for it later, but who cares? Feh.

I wonder if John Bonham liked nachos. He seems like he would have been a nacho chompin kinda guy...

*sigh* I just gotta remind myself, Germany gets closer every day...